and then there are people like this...

If, after all that you know of me, you think that I had written that to insult you, I’m really hurt.

I’m too hurt by your cutting me off like you have to be able to write this clear-headedly.

I am deeply sorry, though I know this will not mean anything to you.

Actually I’m just shaken. I can’t believe you wouldn’t even give me a chance to reply.

I have been aware of the wall that you had between us, it was frustrating, but I liked you enough to be content with whatever you chose to share.

Was what I did really that bad? Does it totally negate everything else?

Maybe you were just being kind all along.

Were you waiting for me to trip up so that you’d have an excuse to get rid of me?