Sunday, July 17, 2005

Moving on

It seems to me that I’m always looking out for other people. Always conscious of how what I say will affect them – make them feel bad or hurt. So I don’t usually say what I want to, except in times of extreme vulnerability. And I’m getting tired of it. What about me? What about the way I feel?

One decision, the biggest has been made. It was fairly obvious actually.

Have started looking at classifieds.

Am choosing the middle path as far as the second is concerned. Hope it works out and am not forced to choose the path I know I will hate.

11 Comments:

At 1:19 AM, Blogger hope and love said...

all the best baby..
;))
lots of hugs..

 
At 2:23 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey, watching out for yourself, speaking your mind without thinking too much...whatever works for you, gurl! 'Coz what matters is you being happy before you begin makin others feel that way!
TC ok? :)

 
At 6:27 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey...u do what u think is right and good for u. u have to be happy...thats it! and things will work out fine

bips

 
At 8:46 AM, Blogger Wabbster said...

'Watching out for yourself' or even 'speaking your mind'. Easier said than done. That's exactly why I blog.

Classifieds? Why?

 
At 1:16 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

you know CJ, it is your life. i say this to self quite often, in moments of doubt, specially when i see people in other lanes moving past me and when the feeling of 'i am left behind engulfs' - i am here cos i chose it. either i like it, or i get out of it. one life. precious. no compromises.

having said that, and i did say that i tell that to self, it is difficult to implement in reality. but don't let anyone get you girl. wish i could say/do a little more.

i did mail you btw.sometime back.

Parna

lemongrass.blogdrive.com

 
At 11:52 PM, Blogger heretic said...

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At 8:53 PM, Blogger SwB said...

... y'know, all this time I was thinking u was a guy. Anyway, good luck CJ. Shine On!

...and HERETIC, where is your blog buddy?? why'd u pull the plug on it?

 
At 9:08 PM, Blogger Corny name said...

Whatcha lookin' for?

 
At 8:46 AM, Blogger Mint Chutney said...

Half the battle is in the decision to make a change, no?

 
At 9:49 AM, Blogger cactusjump said...

thanks y'all!

 
At 6:39 PM, Blogger rauf said...

Not many like you, You put others before you. Thats a rare quality.

 

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